Saw my doctor today and he is finishing the forms as we speak for me to pick up at 1:30 today.
I talked with my office mgr this morning and I will be sitting down with her and the boss this afternoon to discuss the terms of me applying for disability and how I will work out my final days here.
Somehow, I really am almost feeling a sense of relief instead of anxiety, funny. I have cried so much this morning that I don't think I have any tears left.
I don't know if this move is going to be permanent of semi-permanent but all I can look forward to is one day collecting a check each month and not feeling like I have to kill myself brutally each day in the process to earn it.
Blessings to all who have been here.
I talked with my office mgr this morning and I will be sitting down with her and the boss this afternoon to discuss the terms of me applying for disability and how I will work out my final days here.
Somehow, I really am almost feeling a sense of relief instead of anxiety, funny. I have cried so much this morning that I don't think I have any tears left.
I don't know if this move is going to be permanent of semi-permanent but all I can look forward to is one day collecting a check each month and not feeling like I have to kill myself brutally each day in the process to earn it.
Blessings to all who have been here.
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