Pain, burning and frequency. I am sooooooo frustrated.
This flare hit me in the middle of the night around 4am. I woke up with a a throbbing sensation in my bladder. I have spent the majority of the morning on the potty. Lots of pressure very little urine coming out accept for my sudden MS induced accidents. I have to wear depends all the time and I have had to make 4 or 5 changes since I woke up. It may be a uti. I probably shoud go to the uro tomorrow to find out. I also have a major leaking problem caused by the MS and it's sort of a mixed type of incontinence. Some days I dribble constantly. Some days I have pressure and retention. Other days it's a little bit of both.
Often times I can't tell If my it's MS or IC or copmbination of the two. Today it seems like it's both. I feel bad all over. I had to miss church this this morning and I really wanted to go. I have been missing a lot lately. I hate how these 2 diseases are interfering with my life. Living with MS bad enough IC just makes things even more complicated. My niece is getting married next Saturday and I really want to attend but I don't know if I am going to be able to. It's not fair I am only 42 and I feel like an invalid. Being sick and having to wear diapers is very frustrating. My body is failing me. I feel like my value as a wife and mother has been deminished greatly. I am sad, depressed and angry. Please everyone pray for me.

Often times I can't tell If my it's MS or IC or copmbination of the two. Today it seems like it's both. I feel bad all over. I had to miss church this this morning and I really wanted to go. I have been missing a lot lately. I hate how these 2 diseases are interfering with my life. Living with MS bad enough IC just makes things even more complicated. My niece is getting married next Saturday and I really want to attend but I don't know if I am going to be able to. It's not fair I am only 42 and I feel like an invalid. Being sick and having to wear diapers is very frustrating. My body is failing me. I feel like my value as a wife and mother has been deminished greatly. I am sad, depressed and angry. Please everyone pray for me.
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