I have been in misery for a week now. THis is the longest a flare has ever lasted for me. While I know that I am lucky to say that, I can't see the sunshine in that right now. It's extremely frustrating!! I used to be able to find joy in success for my friends and family but I can't right now. I am a singer and it's always been my dream to be a professional singer one day. First of all, the surgery that I had to be diagnosed in February of 2006 left scar tissue on my vocal chords and I am JUST now getting my voice back...and I'm a music teacher who couldn't sing at all last year! Then, I have a friend who was on American Idol....like REALLY on the show. If you watch, then you know him. Well he put pictures of him on his site and it's pictures of him and all these great celebrities. Well I just saw them and they just made me cry all the more because he's living the life I always thought I'd have and I am here sleep deprived because my body has turned on me. UGH!!!!
I just pray that one day I can reach my goal and bring attention....and MONEY....to finding a cure for this disease. Thanks for taking the time to read this. Reading all the encouraging words people send always brings me comfort.


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