Well...I'm just glad these days are geting fewer and farther between. I was in lots o' pain today, was cheerful most of the morning but began to fade by afternoon. I saw my PT this afternoon (for the first time since my procedure...I cancelled and earlier onethis week) and I was grouchy, she had me just do tai chi and some yoga. Then she had me lay down to do some guided imagary and halfway between "flying from the roof to the trees" I started cramping big time. I was bawlling but the PT got me back into the relaxed state without me actually waking up. All I knew was that my gut was throbbing and back hurt and bladder was going bananas when she brought me back. She gave me some heat for a while. Then I saw my chiro, simply because my pelvis is so outta whack. He was very gentle and kind (always is....we are more like friends) and I just bawled on his shoulder when he asked how I was.
I've had those thoughts again of being better off drifting off in my sleep than waking up to this pain anymore. I've managed to put these thoughts aside but it cropped up again today. I hate this, hate this pain, hate whining about it. I tried to explain it to my husband and he did his best to comfort me but that is just not his strenghth..pretty awkward with it.
Sorry to be so depressing...had to get it out, now I feel a little better. I'll be better again. It's just trying to get over these stupid humps that comeup.
Thanks for listening.
Tracey
I've had those thoughts again of being better off drifting off in my sleep than waking up to this pain anymore. I've managed to put these thoughts aside but it cropped up again today. I hate this, hate this pain, hate whining about it. I tried to explain it to my husband and he did his best to comfort me but that is just not his strenghth..pretty awkward with it.
Sorry to be so depressing...had to get it out, now I feel a little better. I'll be better again. It's just trying to get over these stupid humps that comeup.
Thanks for listening.

Tracey
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