I have been having some off and on bladder pain lately, but last night and today have to be the worse. I had a few weeks pain free, and then all of a sudden things started up again. I am having issues with urinary retention (somewhat dependent on a catheter), bladder spasms, and really bad bladder pain. I am doing everything I would normally do: take my pyridium, klonopin, valium vaginally, pain medicine, etc. I am just still in a lot of pain.
I am also supposed to leave for DC on Thursday morning, and have been somewhat stressed about it (mostly just the airport-basically I have one bag dedicated to medical supplies). This really got bad last night after I did my treatment. I called my doctors office and have not heard back yet. I am crying uncontrollably right now, and just want the pain and pressure to go away.
I just want to go to DC, relax and have a nice time. It is all paid for and I want to take advantage of that. I think I will be fine when I get there. This is the first time traveling since I have been doing instillations. I was supposed to go for a massage tomorrow, but have changed it to today. I am pretty sure that will help calm me down and get rid of some stress. My massage therapist is amazing, and really kind. She knows all about my condition and everything.
I just want the pain to go away right now, and to stop crying. I'm trying to calm down the best I can. I think nerves and everything is catching up with me. I just wish I knew why I got a bladder spasm after my treatment, that really does not happen.
Sorry for being this way, just really need to vent, and let it all out.
Erin
I am also supposed to leave for DC on Thursday morning, and have been somewhat stressed about it (mostly just the airport-basically I have one bag dedicated to medical supplies). This really got bad last night after I did my treatment. I called my doctors office and have not heard back yet. I am crying uncontrollably right now, and just want the pain and pressure to go away.
I just want to go to DC, relax and have a nice time. It is all paid for and I want to take advantage of that. I think I will be fine when I get there. This is the first time traveling since I have been doing instillations. I was supposed to go for a massage tomorrow, but have changed it to today. I am pretty sure that will help calm me down and get rid of some stress. My massage therapist is amazing, and really kind. She knows all about my condition and everything.
I just want the pain to go away right now, and to stop crying. I'm trying to calm down the best I can. I think nerves and everything is catching up with me. I just wish I knew why I got a bladder spasm after my treatment, that really does not happen.
Sorry for being this way, just really need to vent, and let it all out.
Erin
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