Hi everyone, I am not sure what to post this but I am absolutely miserable right now
I made a posting regarding my recent surgery and hospital stay but I am not getting better
The pain is incredible and seems to be increasing instead of going away. It burns, spasms, and then sharp stabbing pains that feel like I have a catheter inside me (which I don't). Going to the bathroom definitely makes it worse but even just drinking water makes everything burn and hurt too. I do not want to drink anymore but I know I have to. They put me on pyridium, vesicare, and I was on percocets but now I am down to the pyridium and vesicare and norco which are not helping. I figured that since my procedure was a week ago I should be doing a little better, at least I am not bleeding but the pain is very intense. Even when I walk around it hurts deep inside which I think that is probably where they cauterized the bleeding areas of my bladder. On top of the physical pain I feel like an emotional mess and am very depressed. I tried to reach out to my friends/family but they do not understand and it just gets more frustrating. I did call and leave a message with doc's nurse to see if all this is normal and if there is anything I could do to help. I am also being very careful not to eat any trigger foods or drink anything but water, I tried the heating pad on my abdomen and also hot baths but that did not help either. I am just so upset right now because I am scared and I don't want to end back up in the hospital
Thank you for listening, its nice to feel not so alone.



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