I am in a really large amount of pain. I am not sure exactly why, except that I had a busy weekend, my daughter turned 20 on Saturday...and we had a big bar-b-que and for two days before we spent getting ready for it. I was on my feet more than usual. I have had alot of pain since...not too sure why. The pain is just crazy.
I think that if I used my brain I could figure out that it is probably from stress. I haven't learned the art of dealing with stress, and not letting it send me into a flare. I have alot of stress aroung my mother. She has been physically absent from my and my family's lives for more than 3 years. She was supposed to come to the party but never showed up and never called. Then I get a call on Sunday morning she calls to tell me how she spent the day in the ER. I don't believe that she was really there, every event that has happened in my family from graduations to birthdays to holidays. Nothing she has not attended anything and I have to say that I am pretty ****** off. It really makes me mad that she can just stop communicating with my family and that is okay with her.
She still calls me but I am not really in the mood to talk to her. I have been let down by her for the last time.
Anyway, I do believe that this why I have the ungodly pain I have been suffering with for the last 2 years, but worsening pain the last 3 days.
Thank you for letting me vent I appreciate it.
Kirsten
I think that if I used my brain I could figure out that it is probably from stress. I haven't learned the art of dealing with stress, and not letting it send me into a flare. I have alot of stress aroung my mother. She has been physically absent from my and my family's lives for more than 3 years. She was supposed to come to the party but never showed up and never called. Then I get a call on Sunday morning she calls to tell me how she spent the day in the ER. I don't believe that she was really there, every event that has happened in my family from graduations to birthdays to holidays. Nothing she has not attended anything and I have to say that I am pretty ****** off. It really makes me mad that she can just stop communicating with my family and that is okay with her.
She still calls me but I am not really in the mood to talk to her. I have been let down by her for the last time.
Anyway, I do believe that this why I have the ungodly pain I have been suffering with for the last 2 years, but worsening pain the last 3 days.
Thank you for letting me vent I appreciate it.
Kirsten