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    I am in a really large amount of pain. I am not sure exactly why, except that I had a busy weekend, my daughter turned 20 on Saturday...and we had a big bar-b-que and for two days before we spent getting ready for it. I was on my feet more than usual. I have had alot of pain since...not too sure why. The pain is just crazy.
    I think that if I used my brain I could figure out that it is probably from stress. I haven't learned the art of dealing with stress, and not letting it send me into a flare. I have alot of stress aroung my mother. She has been physically absent from my and my family's lives for more than 3 years. She was supposed to come to the party but never showed up and never called. Then I get a call on Sunday morning she calls to tell me how she spent the day in the ER. I don't believe that she was really there, every event that has happened in my family from graduations to birthdays to holidays. Nothing she has not attended anything and I have to say that I am pretty ****** off. It really makes me mad that she can just stop communicating with my family and that is okay with her.
    She still calls me but I am not really in the mood to talk to her. I have been let down by her for the last time.
    Anyway, I do believe that this why I have the ungodly pain I have been suffering with for the last 2 years, but worsening pain the last 3 days.
    Thank you for letting me vent I appreciate it.
    Started Vaginal Valium Suppositories April 2014
    Hysterectomy April 2003 (for abdominal pain),Diagnosed with IC August 2003
    Diagnosed with Pelvic Floor Disorder 2004,Had right ovary and fallopan tube removed 2005
    Diagnosed with diverticulosis 2006,Interstim December 2006,Home Instillations 2007-not effective
    Diagnosed with Fibromyalgia November 2007,Appendectomy February 2008,
    Interstim repair December 2008,Removal of the Interstim August 2011,
    6 Hydrodistentions from 2003-2009 Diagnosed with restless leg syndrome March 2014
    Diagnosed with Raynaud's Syndrome November 2013
    Ambien 5mg for sleep.
    Elivil 50 mg at bed
    Lisinopril 20mg in AM
    Effexor 225 mg
    Oxycodone 10 mgs 2 x a day for pain
    Baclofen 20mg 3x a day
    Phenazopyridine 200 mg as needed
    Omeprazole 20 mg at night
    Lyrica 450 mg daily
    Requip .50 mg at night
    Ketorolac 10 mg as needed for migraines