I am absolutely flipping out! My pain doc lowered my MsContin from 30mg to 15 mg, so he could add a benzo to my regiment!!!
I don't know what to do! I don't even WANT to try the benzo, my pain levels are already back UP and I woke up CRYING this morning!
I feel like I'm obligated to atleast try this new plan, to see if it works, but I'm already SO DEPRESSED over it!
Historically, I can't take benzos every day because they make me depressed! I end up crying over everything if I take them too often!
What do I do????????????
Should I atleast TRY this? Or call him and tell him its not working after the weekend???
I haven't even eaten for 2 days because I'm afraid of aggravating my bladder.
That...and I'm so upset I haven't even had an appetite.
I hate life right now
hugs,
Kara I.
I don't know what to do! I don't even WANT to try the benzo, my pain levels are already back UP and I woke up CRYING this morning!
I feel like I'm obligated to atleast try this new plan, to see if it works, but I'm already SO DEPRESSED over it!
Historically, I can't take benzos every day because they make me depressed! I end up crying over everything if I take them too often!
What do I do????????????
Should I atleast TRY this? Or call him and tell him its not working after the weekend???
I haven't even eaten for 2 days because I'm afraid of aggravating my bladder.

I hate life right now

hugs,
Kara I.
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