I was supposed to have an app. with him on the 29th but I called last Friday and asked to change it to an earlier appt. I took in my btl of pain meds and Valium so he could see that I'm not abusing or taking too many of them.
I just realized last Friaday that I'm seeing a pain management doctor and my pain was NOT being managed.
I have turned over a new "IC leaf" in that I'm SO sick of letting this pain rule my life. So I decided to be proactive. And rather than just saying "the percocet works "ok" I was going to tell the truth. It still REALLY hurt!! He was SO understanding. He prescribed me Fentanyl 25 mcg patches which I started on Tuesday. OMG, what a relief!! I haven't had an honest to God, even pain free moment (except in hospital on IV meds) since OCT!!! I have been peeing every 15 to 20 min since then. But since I started the patch on Tues, my pain is SO much better. It's not exactly gone. I'm still very aware of "where my bladder is" most of the time. BUT, it feels controlled for the first time. I can watch a 30 min TV show (of course with Tivo, so subtract commercial time) without popping up every 5-10 min to go "try". It's BEARABLE!!!
I know some people have different opinions, even on this board, about whether or not strong narcotics should be used as they ARE dangerous. But I went into this after a LOT of research. I asked my doc a LOT of questions which he gladly answered.
All I can say is it's the best thing I've done for myself since I was Dx'd. I think that I was afraid to say "what we're doing isn't working" because I was afraid of looking like a drug seeker!! Nothing could've been further from what happened. He talked to me for 30 min about this and options if this doesn't work, etc.
And it's working!!!
Like I said I still have some breakthrough pain, but that is also being managed. I'm SO happy!!! The happiest I've been since Oct. I truly now feel as though I'm getting my life back!!
I also ordered a cushion from the IC shop (thank you to everyone who helped me to figure out which one to get) and it really makes car rides, even short ones, easier!!
Finally, I ordered a copy of Ending Female Pain. I started with doing some of the easier yoga poses and immediately felt a difference in the muscles surrounding my bladder. I will be working my way thru the book and have very high hopes!!
I truly believed I was going to have to live with the constant level of pain I was in, and I was preparing myself to do that. Now I feel like I have a new lease on life.
As far as side effects, I haven't really had too many. It doesn't zonk me out or constipate me like the oxycontin did. Then only problem was a little dizziness and a weird metallic taste when I first put it on. Those are long gone.
I know I'm SO blessed to have such a great PM doc who was willing to learn about IC, even though he's a "knee, hip and neck" PM doc. I know he has talked with other doc's about the best way to handle my pain and I'm so blessed to have him.
Based on the relief I've gotten from this med, we've booked our vacation (we were going anyway, pain or not) and now I'm SO excited about it. I feel as though when I changed MY attitude, things began falling into place. And I'm so grateful and not going to take one pain-free second for granted.
If you're seeing a PM and your pain is not being "managed" I urge you to have an honest discussion with your doc. It's the best thing I ever did!!
I'm wishing you all a great day!! I think I'm going to lay low today. I had my hair colored and cut yesterday (first time since Oct) and I don't want to push anything!! Just taking care of myself!!!
Katie
I just realized last Friaday that I'm seeing a pain management doctor and my pain was NOT being managed.
I have turned over a new "IC leaf" in that I'm SO sick of letting this pain rule my life. So I decided to be proactive. And rather than just saying "the percocet works "ok" I was going to tell the truth. It still REALLY hurt!! He was SO understanding. He prescribed me Fentanyl 25 mcg patches which I started on Tuesday. OMG, what a relief!! I haven't had an honest to God, even pain free moment (except in hospital on IV meds) since OCT!!! I have been peeing every 15 to 20 min since then. But since I started the patch on Tues, my pain is SO much better. It's not exactly gone. I'm still very aware of "where my bladder is" most of the time. BUT, it feels controlled for the first time. I can watch a 30 min TV show (of course with Tivo, so subtract commercial time) without popping up every 5-10 min to go "try". It's BEARABLE!!!
I know some people have different opinions, even on this board, about whether or not strong narcotics should be used as they ARE dangerous. But I went into this after a LOT of research. I asked my doc a LOT of questions which he gladly answered.
All I can say is it's the best thing I've done for myself since I was Dx'd. I think that I was afraid to say "what we're doing isn't working" because I was afraid of looking like a drug seeker!! Nothing could've been further from what happened. He talked to me for 30 min about this and options if this doesn't work, etc.
And it's working!!!
Like I said I still have some breakthrough pain, but that is also being managed. I'm SO happy!!! The happiest I've been since Oct. I truly now feel as though I'm getting my life back!!
I also ordered a cushion from the IC shop (thank you to everyone who helped me to figure out which one to get) and it really makes car rides, even short ones, easier!!
Finally, I ordered a copy of Ending Female Pain. I started with doing some of the easier yoga poses and immediately felt a difference in the muscles surrounding my bladder. I will be working my way thru the book and have very high hopes!!
I truly believed I was going to have to live with the constant level of pain I was in, and I was preparing myself to do that. Now I feel like I have a new lease on life.
As far as side effects, I haven't really had too many. It doesn't zonk me out or constipate me like the oxycontin did. Then only problem was a little dizziness and a weird metallic taste when I first put it on. Those are long gone.
I know I'm SO blessed to have such a great PM doc who was willing to learn about IC, even though he's a "knee, hip and neck" PM doc. I know he has talked with other doc's about the best way to handle my pain and I'm so blessed to have him.
Based on the relief I've gotten from this med, we've booked our vacation (we were going anyway, pain or not) and now I'm SO excited about it. I feel as though when I changed MY attitude, things began falling into place. And I'm so grateful and not going to take one pain-free second for granted.
If you're seeing a PM and your pain is not being "managed" I urge you to have an honest discussion with your doc. It's the best thing I ever did!!
I'm wishing you all a great day!! I think I'm going to lay low today. I had my hair colored and cut yesterday (first time since Oct) and I don't want to push anything!! Just taking care of myself!!!
Katie
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