I FINALLY got a rheumatologist appt for March 26th. This guys is supposed to be good, according to the dummy at the doctor's office. She probably has no idea what a rheumatologist even does. I'm just so fed up...they can't find my labs, so I don't know what the lupus studies showed. They finally told me my CT scan was "negative" but I don't really know what it's negative for and neither do they. I know something is up there that HURTS a whole lot, and I am pretty sure I'm not imagining this huge scab that comes out like clockwork every 3 days....but my CT is...NEGATIVE.
It's all making me very annoyed and angry. What is the point of going to see a rheumatologist who is going to tell me what all the other rheumy's and neuros and GP's told me. They don't KNOW what's wrong with me.
Really having a rough day around here. I'm either crying or angry. I want something done about my sinuses, but I have to find my OWN ENT or allergy specialist because I guess since there's nothing to be seen on the CT, it has to be something r/t allergies.
I'm rambling, but I'm so TIRED...ya know? I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, and don't see the point of going to see a doctor who isn't going to be the magic one who tells me THIS is what's wrong with you Sandy.
The only doctor that can probably help me a little might be an ENT....IF they can even help me at this point. I guess my entire nose has to scab over for them to take me seriously.
Sorry, I don't usually have such a negative attitude, but this all has just gotten to me badly today.
It's all making me very annoyed and angry. What is the point of going to see a rheumatologist who is going to tell me what all the other rheumy's and neuros and GP's told me. They don't KNOW what's wrong with me.
Really having a rough day around here. I'm either crying or angry. I want something done about my sinuses, but I have to find my OWN ENT or allergy specialist because I guess since there's nothing to be seen on the CT, it has to be something r/t allergies.
I'm rambling, but I'm so TIRED...ya know? I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, and don't see the point of going to see a doctor who isn't going to be the magic one who tells me THIS is what's wrong with you Sandy.
The only doctor that can probably help me a little might be an ENT....IF they can even help me at this point. I guess my entire nose has to scab over for them to take me seriously.

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