Every year on June 11th, I get so depressed instead of being grateful I have made it this far. I think, GOD, I'm permanently disabled, and the system won't allow me to work even though I would love to. Then I think I have no children....That topic is like beating a dead horse. I just always feel like a complete failure on my birthday and always tend to look at the negative instead of the positive. Last year I didn't even want it to come. This year I have told everyone to stay home and to just be well and be happy and that will be enough of a gift. The trouble is I'm not well or happy........
Kara
Kara
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