
We then found out what was really happening in my house.. Between the beatings and poisioning me I was also an emotional wreck.. But he is gone.. FOR GOOD!!!
After he left it was like a 1000% turn around.. I felt alive and well I got out of bed everyday.. I kept my house clean (which I had not done in so long cause I was sooo sick).. I went for walks.. I did so much I could not understand why I felt so wonderful.. I even got to have my kids for the first time and enjoy having them because I could get out of bed and play with them...
Yes I still have pain and I have days where I just do not want to do anything.. but you know what.. I push through the pain and continue on.. I have since moved to NV.. I ended up getting back together with my oldest daughters daddy who has been trying to get me for the last 10 yrs..hehehe finally gave in and you know what I made the best choice of my life getting back with him.. he is the most loving compassionate person I know..
So as far as my IC goes I am living life to the fullest and not letting the IC win!!!!!!
Sorry this was so long...
HUGS AND LOVES
