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HI everyone;
Hope your all well and in good spirits. I once again am haveing another flare up. I am not surprised, only surprised it took this long to flare up since been under so much stress these last few weeks. Over the weekend I started haveing pains when going potty. I had this horrible cramping feeling right after i finished peeing. I even yelled it was hurting, every since, its been rolling down hill once again. Today i wasnted to get things done, I am still looking for a job. BUt now, i cant even walk around with out getting horrible cramps,and having to stop while walking. I walk so slow like an old lady,lol. Just driving set it off today.well, so then i call my doc office, and well I get to have surgery yippy!!! not really...
BUt i have not had the cysticope done with the hyderoextention. or how ever it is spelled. but have to wait till april 2nd. Which is of course when your looking for a job and need one asap, this is not a good thing. I cant seem to keep up with things right now its just all crazy!!I was reading some of the new peoples posts, I feel so bad for them all, been threw such a terrible horrible experiance. I dont even have much of my bladder affected just 5-10% of mybladder. I have so much pain with so little effected, wow i cant even imagin it.
BUt we each know our own suffering, we all know its a horrible experaince. I am to the end of my own ropes with all thats going on. Finding a job, loose of a friend, now to deal with this too. I was hopeing to find a job and be working. But no job as of yet. Plus i find out i dont qualify for the unemplyment like i thought i was going to. Because i didnt earn enough income last year. thanks to the FIA regulations. The system is so backwords.
I am limmited to make only 500$gross income a month, loose my job, have no savings cos i make 500$ a month,yet FIA has no help except what i already have since i lost my job. And now no unemployment since i dont make enough to qualify for it. Now does it make since to anyone? cos it doesnt to me.
I did file for disability, but the chances for it is very slim. Since i just have me and nobody to help, well it doesnt help any also.
My stomach is just killing me, I have to wait for the doctor to call back but i am also going to get an endoscope done. But till then, i am enjoying a lovely diet of cereal. Other things seem to set it off.
So anyways thats where i am not now. Hopefuly this doctor will find something new or differant and will lead to better treatment.
take care everyone
stacy
Hope your all well and in good spirits. I once again am haveing another flare up. I am not surprised, only surprised it took this long to flare up since been under so much stress these last few weeks. Over the weekend I started haveing pains when going potty. I had this horrible cramping feeling right after i finished peeing. I even yelled it was hurting, every since, its been rolling down hill once again. Today i wasnted to get things done, I am still looking for a job. BUt now, i cant even walk around with out getting horrible cramps,and having to stop while walking. I walk so slow like an old lady,lol. Just driving set it off today.well, so then i call my doc office, and well I get to have surgery yippy!!! not really...
BUt i have not had the cysticope done with the hyderoextention. or how ever it is spelled. but have to wait till april 2nd. Which is of course when your looking for a job and need one asap, this is not a good thing. I cant seem to keep up with things right now its just all crazy!!I was reading some of the new peoples posts, I feel so bad for them all, been threw such a terrible horrible experiance. I dont even have much of my bladder affected just 5-10% of mybladder. I have so much pain with so little effected, wow i cant even imagin it.
BUt we each know our own suffering, we all know its a horrible experaince. I am to the end of my own ropes with all thats going on. Finding a job, loose of a friend, now to deal with this too. I was hopeing to find a job and be working. But no job as of yet. Plus i find out i dont qualify for the unemplyment like i thought i was going to. Because i didnt earn enough income last year. thanks to the FIA regulations. The system is so backwords.
I am limmited to make only 500$gross income a month, loose my job, have no savings cos i make 500$ a month,yet FIA has no help except what i already have since i lost my job. And now no unemployment since i dont make enough to qualify for it. Now does it make since to anyone? cos it doesnt to me.
I did file for disability, but the chances for it is very slim. Since i just have me and nobody to help, well it doesnt help any also.
My stomach is just killing me, I have to wait for the doctor to call back but i am also going to get an endoscope done. But till then, i am enjoying a lovely diet of cereal. Other things seem to set it off.
So anyways thats where i am not now. Hopefuly this doctor will find something new or differant and will lead to better treatment.
take care everyone
stacy
PRAYERS for you to become validated and pain free!
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