Im a single mom my son(ADHD,ASPBERGERS AND PDD) think he has to take care of me hes only 4 and has allot to deal with Everyday i live in pain(extreme bladder pain plus ms,fibro,rsd just to name a few)and im sick of it what to do other than take pills then you take them and your body becomes addicted(ppl in true pain cannot become high..although sometimes i wish i could to take me out of this misery)... insurance wont cover break though meds so i have to take my 8mg diludid every 3 hrs and if i break though i have to take more but am only prescribed 240 pills which at 8 pills around the clock leaves for no extra diluadid is out of your system in 3 hrs which i have been on it for years and was just told today by pain management doctor that of the 64 mg a day my body problem only gets noty not even half of it so then im stuck with....withdrawals a ***** ive watched heroin addicts go through and have nothing compared to what ive faced.after so long your body becomes immune to the drugs and they dont work anyways. so what do you do stop taking the pills and live in severe pain and wonder if you will ever get out of bed and possible have to lose your kid because you cant take care of him. so now they want to put a pain pump in and then have to worry if im going to be paralysis and worst of all the meds morphone is suposably the only thing covered by the fda and im allergic and then the doctor said i have to go to the allergist to see if it is a true allergy i mean come one i already have had numerous surgeries and have l 2 interstims and have failed and no noone will touch me afraid of a law suit. Im sorry if this isnt making since im trying to watch my son at the same time. Im at my wits end and the pain doctor cant prescirbed the med and i have ran out and requested that my primary write a scirpt for an emerganncy break or something and she isnt in the office and no one else can write it due to a narcotic contract???? on top of havin to wait for the allergy appointment i have to go to an impatient detox to saftly detox of the meds when the decied to due to interstim WHY CANT ANYTHING BE SIMPLE.... IC HAS TAKEN OVER MY LIFE AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ........ ALSO WONDERING IF ANYONE HAS A INTERTHICAL PAIN PUMP.. i need help i have no supports unfortanly i have lost everyone that can help due to the ic

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