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I have had ic since I can remember... probably 5 or 6 years old. I was officially diagnosed at 29 yrs old. I am 38 now. I can't remember any specific incident occuring that triggered the painful bladder and urgency/ frequency. I have just always had it and it has become increasing painful.
I have tried almost everything except interstim. elavil at 50 mg helped take the edge off my pain for ten years and then suddenly i started to get manic/ panic attack/ racing heart when I took it. So I stopped elavil about 6 months ago and have been going downhill seriously ever since then.
the pain is constant, I rarely sleep more than 1 hour at a time and that hour is filled with horrible nightmares about my bladder pain. I can't escape it.
Thursday I will try elmiron instillations. All other instills did not help. I have tried about 20 different meds with no success. I just started elmiron capsules
tonight for the second time. First time I had severe stomach cramps. This time I will try it out of the capsule.
I am trying to keep hope. I really don't want to do interstim but feel that I might not have a choice.
I am so tired. All I want is to have a tiny bit of relief. I have a 3 year old and all he knows is that mommy's bladder hurts. It is a part of his life as much as it is mine. Its all just really sad.
Any words of encouragement are appreciated.
thanks for listening
jennifer m
I have had ic since I can remember... probably 5 or 6 years old. I was officially diagnosed at 29 yrs old. I am 38 now. I can't remember any specific incident occuring that triggered the painful bladder and urgency/ frequency. I have just always had it and it has become increasing painful.
I have tried almost everything except interstim. elavil at 50 mg helped take the edge off my pain for ten years and then suddenly i started to get manic/ panic attack/ racing heart when I took it. So I stopped elavil about 6 months ago and have been going downhill seriously ever since then.
the pain is constant, I rarely sleep more than 1 hour at a time and that hour is filled with horrible nightmares about my bladder pain. I can't escape it.
Thursday I will try elmiron instillations. All other instills did not help. I have tried about 20 different meds with no success. I just started elmiron capsules
tonight for the second time. First time I had severe stomach cramps. This time I will try it out of the capsule.
I am trying to keep hope. I really don't want to do interstim but feel that I might not have a choice.
I am so tired. All I want is to have a tiny bit of relief. I have a 3 year old and all he knows is that mommy's bladder hurts. It is a part of his life as much as it is mine. Its all just really sad.
Any words of encouragement are appreciated.
thanks for listening
jennifer m
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