Hello,
My name is brigitte i am 30yrs old and i live in Australia and i have had Fowlers syndrome since i was 15 yrs old. Fowlers syndrome like IC is horrible and unfair disease i think, for many years i was shunted from doctor to doctor treated for diseases i did not have ,not to mention mentally ill from years of pain, anxiety. When i was 18yrs old till 23yrs old i was bed riden due to pain and i call them push down attacks where my spincter muscle goes into spams not to mention the urgency feeling to pee which never goes away!!! Eventually i met a nerourologist who treats nerves and the bladder who ran a battery of tests bladder hydrdistention, cyctocopy and urethral pressure etc... and then he diagnosed me with Fowlers syndrome and he put me on flomax after a year i went into a capablepain free state but i was soo bitter about how much i lost and suffered i wasted 4 years tourtering my self in depression i even met a wonderful man who i moved in with and i love so much but i still couldnt get out of my self loathing. The reason i say all this is i am 20 weeks pregneat and the urgencey is back as well as pain, being in bed all day is all i can do to stay out of major pain. I wasted so much time feeling sorry for myself when i should of been enjoying life, i fogot how special a simple walk pain free could be. A ll i want is to be a good mum but i feel like i dont deserve that as i feel bad for my partner and child being around a sick person, will i ever go into remission again, i hope so but i will never take it for granted again
My name is brigitte i am 30yrs old and i live in Australia and i have had Fowlers syndrome since i was 15 yrs old. Fowlers syndrome like IC is horrible and unfair disease i think, for many years i was shunted from doctor to doctor treated for diseases i did not have ,not to mention mentally ill from years of pain, anxiety. When i was 18yrs old till 23yrs old i was bed riden due to pain and i call them push down attacks where my spincter muscle goes into spams not to mention the urgency feeling to pee which never goes away!!! Eventually i met a nerourologist who treats nerves and the bladder who ran a battery of tests bladder hydrdistention, cyctocopy and urethral pressure etc... and then he diagnosed me with Fowlers syndrome and he put me on flomax after a year i went into a capablepain free state but i was soo bitter about how much i lost and suffered i wasted 4 years tourtering my self in depression i even met a wonderful man who i moved in with and i love so much but i still couldnt get out of my self loathing. The reason i say all this is i am 20 weeks pregneat and the urgencey is back as well as pain, being in bed all day is all i can do to stay out of major pain. I wasted so much time feeling sorry for myself when i should of been enjoying life, i fogot how special a simple walk pain free could be. A ll i want is to be a good mum but i feel like i dont deserve that as i feel bad for my partner and child being around a sick person, will i ever go into remission again, i hope so but i will never take it for granted again

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