Hey ya'll, I was just diagnosed last week with IC. I am 23 years old, and have had symptoms for about two years. I think in my gut throughout these years I knew it was IC...but now it's really...real! I find it hard to even grasp this notion.
I find this all to be very overwhelming and it makes me feel ostracized and lonely. Currently I am going to physical therapy and will start bladder installations this week. I personally have the HARDEST time even being okay with being so exposed every week. To me it's a really humiliating upsetting process. I even have a really nice, smart, female doctor, but it does not ease that anxiety what so ever.
The hardest part I am finding is dealing with the constant pain. I know that right now it's a very bad flare up, so perhaps it won't last forever (although it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel!) but it just won't seem to let up! Being in pain all the time makes me so moody, and negative. It's so hard to be positive when you just don't feel good! Painkillers might take the pain away....but they make me even more down about things. It's a catch 22.
I just starting dating someone that I really like...so thats a whole new set of issues. I am thankful he is so kind and understanding, but I am constantly worried that one day...it'll just be too much.
I bought a lot of books about IC and books on the IC diet. It seems like I am sensitive to most foods so it's really difficult to find things safe enough to eat. It's a lot of work, and I'm really hungry!
Anywho, that's my story. I am looking forward to getting more information about IC and listening to other people's IC stories. I hope that in time it will all get more manageable.
I find this all to be very overwhelming and it makes me feel ostracized and lonely. Currently I am going to physical therapy and will start bladder installations this week. I personally have the HARDEST time even being okay with being so exposed every week. To me it's a really humiliating upsetting process. I even have a really nice, smart, female doctor, but it does not ease that anxiety what so ever.
The hardest part I am finding is dealing with the constant pain. I know that right now it's a very bad flare up, so perhaps it won't last forever (although it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel!) but it just won't seem to let up! Being in pain all the time makes me so moody, and negative. It's so hard to be positive when you just don't feel good! Painkillers might take the pain away....but they make me even more down about things. It's a catch 22.
I just starting dating someone that I really like...so thats a whole new set of issues. I am thankful he is so kind and understanding, but I am constantly worried that one day...it'll just be too much.
I bought a lot of books about IC and books on the IC diet. It seems like I am sensitive to most foods so it's really difficult to find things safe enough to eat. It's a lot of work, and I'm really hungry!
Anywho, that's my story. I am looking forward to getting more information about IC and listening to other people's IC stories. I hope that in time it will all get more manageable.
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