I Was "diagnosed" with this illness about a year ago.
But before that diagnosis I was forced to drop out of college twice because of being unable to stay in a classroom for more than 15 minutes without having to go to the washroom. And because The symptoms appeared about half way through school I am still on the hook for all of my students loan. Being out 10 grand for nothing at all is not the most wonderful feeling.
At first the classic UTI and then OAB. The medications prescribed did nothing.
then a whole bunch of x-rays and ultrasounds and nothing.
Eventually all the money I had saved up ran out and am now living with my parents and the only Urologist in town is unwilling to make a definitive assessment of IC so I can't go on disability. And to be honest I really don't want to. I feel like doing that is giving up on the chance of a normal life.
I guess symptoms are the thing to give? Um I really don't know how to explain I get pain then urgency or the other way round. I can't really tell anymore. I pee every hour when I am not stressed every 15 when I am. Which when getting a Job is not a positive attribute. I strain to pee alot. usually in the morning is the worst and I have the urge to pee every 4min when I lay down to go to bed. and 2 time minimum I have to get up when sleeping. I've stopped drinking anything for fear of it might make me pee more.
Also people on this site talk about flares, I have no idea what that is. I just have consistant pain and urgency.
This has also reduced my social life to nothing. I don't wanna go anywhere because I have to pee all the time and I don't wish to hinder those around me. so I have become a voluntary hermit so as not to drain society.
I've Tried antidepressants, Hydro distension, various other meds that have passed and I have forgotten there names. So far I have had moderate help with muscle relaxants (Baclofen). And the Doc wants me to do the DSMO thing. but with all the different things that they have tried on me I'm starting to not care what they tell me to do. To be honest I'm starting not to care at all about anything anymore.
Anyways I figured I'd post this to see if there is something I missed in all of this and I can get sage advice to save me from this terrible disease.
Thanks for reading my sob story
Mike,
"I wish this had never come to me, I wish none of this had happened."
"So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide. It is up to you what to do with the time that is given to you."
Frodo and Gandalf
But before that diagnosis I was forced to drop out of college twice because of being unable to stay in a classroom for more than 15 minutes without having to go to the washroom. And because The symptoms appeared about half way through school I am still on the hook for all of my students loan. Being out 10 grand for nothing at all is not the most wonderful feeling.
At first the classic UTI and then OAB. The medications prescribed did nothing.
then a whole bunch of x-rays and ultrasounds and nothing.
Eventually all the money I had saved up ran out and am now living with my parents and the only Urologist in town is unwilling to make a definitive assessment of IC so I can't go on disability. And to be honest I really don't want to. I feel like doing that is giving up on the chance of a normal life.
I guess symptoms are the thing to give? Um I really don't know how to explain I get pain then urgency or the other way round. I can't really tell anymore. I pee every hour when I am not stressed every 15 when I am. Which when getting a Job is not a positive attribute. I strain to pee alot. usually in the morning is the worst and I have the urge to pee every 4min when I lay down to go to bed. and 2 time minimum I have to get up when sleeping. I've stopped drinking anything for fear of it might make me pee more.
Also people on this site talk about flares, I have no idea what that is. I just have consistant pain and urgency.
This has also reduced my social life to nothing. I don't wanna go anywhere because I have to pee all the time and I don't wish to hinder those around me. so I have become a voluntary hermit so as not to drain society.
I've Tried antidepressants, Hydro distension, various other meds that have passed and I have forgotten there names. So far I have had moderate help with muscle relaxants (Baclofen). And the Doc wants me to do the DSMO thing. but with all the different things that they have tried on me I'm starting to not care what they tell me to do. To be honest I'm starting not to care at all about anything anymore.
Anyways I figured I'd post this to see if there is something I missed in all of this and I can get sage advice to save me from this terrible disease.
Thanks for reading my sob story
Mike,
"I wish this had never come to me, I wish none of this had happened."
"So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide. It is up to you what to do with the time that is given to you."
Frodo and Gandalf
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