I went to my Gastro for a follow-up on my meds.
I told him, dispite the high dose of Zegerid (for reflux) I still get nauseous. Not reflux nauseous but just like nauseous. He sort of looked at me like "that makes no sence". He thumbed through my file and double checked that my gallbladder was taken out (he was the doctor who told me it needed to be taken out) and went over what tests/procedures he had done already. It's not like I want to be poked and prodded. I asked if I could just be a naseous person and he countered with some lame crack that my hot pink nailpolish was making HIM nauseous (I went for the most obnoxious color my friend had--apparently I succeded).
Anyway it seemed like he thought that...well, I'm not sure. But I got that "it's in you head" feeling. Or the "are you just making this up". Though he didn't say it outright.
I was his last appointment, so it could have been him rushing to leave. But he has never really done that nor has he ever said or insinuated that I was making something up.
So I am not sure how to take that last appointment. He didn't want to do anything (which is fine with me). Left my meds as is and said come back on an as needed basis (not regular followups). I sort of feel like he is saying ... nothing I guess.
I just feel like he thinks that I am making up symptoms (which I am NOT). But I don't know if that's what he REALLY was thinking (I didn't ask).
Am I overreacting? (the answer is probably "yes")
I'm just so afraid that nobody believes me anymore.
I told him, dispite the high dose of Zegerid (for reflux) I still get nauseous. Not reflux nauseous but just like nauseous. He sort of looked at me like "that makes no sence". He thumbed through my file and double checked that my gallbladder was taken out (he was the doctor who told me it needed to be taken out) and went over what tests/procedures he had done already. It's not like I want to be poked and prodded. I asked if I could just be a naseous person and he countered with some lame crack that my hot pink nailpolish was making HIM nauseous (I went for the most obnoxious color my friend had--apparently I succeded).
Anyway it seemed like he thought that...well, I'm not sure. But I got that "it's in you head" feeling. Or the "are you just making this up". Though he didn't say it outright.
I was his last appointment, so it could have been him rushing to leave. But he has never really done that nor has he ever said or insinuated that I was making something up.
So I am not sure how to take that last appointment. He didn't want to do anything (which is fine with me). Left my meds as is and said come back on an as needed basis (not regular followups). I sort of feel like he is saying ... nothing I guess.
I just feel like he thinks that I am making up symptoms (which I am NOT). But I don't know if that's what he REALLY was thinking (I didn't ask).
Am I overreacting? (the answer is probably "yes")
I'm just so afraid that nobody believes me anymore.
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