I just can't stop thinking how the last 12 years have gone and it wasn't good when I thought it was. My 2nd gyno wasn't the great doctor I thought he was. He didn't help me at all. Just said it's the bladder and threw me off on to my Uro. The 12 years of pain getting worse when the peeing was getting better AND the stupid colonoscopy I had done which was a nightmare. It never had to be done to begin with! The laproscropy should have been done instead. I have a hard time letting things go (which I am sure you all can tell) and keep thinking I was 12 years younger back then and phyically in better shape. Now I'm not so sure I would make it through surgery which means I have another 5-7 years more of the extra pain, cramping and bleeding 3 weeks.
I just don't understand doctors! They all go to college and learn the same things don't they? So, why was I told 12 years ago that there was nothing wrong with me at all or my female parts??!!


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