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  • #16
    I have been seeing my counselor, thanks Donna. When I started3 years ago it was to try to work throught the pain to get back to work. Now we are working on anger management and straightforward depression. In someways, I know he must beat his head against the wall b/c my situation is the same. Anyway, It is Valentine's, we are all sick...hack, hack, hack...nasty, nasty/At least I got a balloon and and petunias and Truffles. OK...fun...now watching Spongebob, the episode in which Gary gets a splinter in his "isopod". (mad snail disease) It's only the 10th time for it. OHHH tomorrow is thursday. Thursday is golden. I don't have to get up.My kid goes to school with husband to the TAG program...yay. I sleep in until guilt moves me. (9:30)

    I worked (volunteered) at the educational service districet today. They always have me stuff envelopes or other such boring tasks. The person who coordinates special services stuff is someone I worked with when I was in my 20's . She and i are going to do bunches of stuff to revamp their alternative ed. program. I hope it makes me feel more useful..
    Tracey
    I.C. DX'd following my "second hysterectomy" (the remaining ovary, that kept bursting and bleeding 2 years after my hyster/right oompherectomy, was removed in 2003. I was a special ed teacher. I am now very lost, and feeling rather hopeless in my life.

    Medications I CURRENTLY take:
    90 mgs Ms contin (45 mgs Am/PM)
    Percocet as needed
    Topomax 100mg day
    Ambien 10 mg bed
    desipramine 25 mgs




    If people are good only because they fear punishment, and hope for reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed.
    Albert Einstein

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    • #17
      I'm a real spongebob fan myself. If I want the TV in the afternoon I usually snuggle up in my warm blanket and get a smile from the show. I've seen the episode you're talking about!
      *IC-- Summer 2004; PFD--October 2005
      *Fibro--Fall 2000; CFS-- Fall 2000
      *MPS--Fall 2000; Crohn's disease-- 1997*IBS,GERD, *Migraines, hypothyroidism, GYN problems *Degenerative Disc Disease/scoliosis

      Total Abdominal Hysterectomy--adenomyosis--9\08

      04/17/09 Crohn's disease almost killed me with a combo of extreme constipation from pain medications. My bowel ruptured, I almost died from peritonitis and spent several days in the ICU then more in a private room on the floor. If you have any questions about severe constipation from pain meds please don't hesitate to send me a message.

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      • #18
        Oh you guys I hurt myself so bad last night. I have a "wobble board" this round board that you stand onto, it has a round half ball underneath in the center. I use it to strengthen my ankles and belly because it forces me to stand up straight. I don't know why but I took my shoes and socks off (after exercise routine I do everynight) I was talking to my husband and I stupidly, ADHDly got on the board (my feet were slick) I flew off the back. My right shoulder went into a picture, framed (bout 3ft by 1 1/2ft) on the floor b/c my husband was painting his office. I flew into that. Behind it was a very unrelenting wall. My neck snapped forward and to the left, my ribs spasmed as did my pelvis. I was more corcerned with the glass jabbing outof the palm of my hand. (My husband was on the phone, he said ouch andmoved to another room....I'm crumpled on the floor, bleeding and he moves because his coversation was so funny...jerk) Before I get up to get bandages I realize I hurt my wrist. It is all purple and swollen and purple today. I can't move my neck...my chiro has his chemo today (and I certainly wouldn't bother him) and my reg doc is too far away for me to drive. I hurt like hell. I took oxycodone and it barely touched. So I'm icing and stuff. My father in law wants me to take him to the store but I can't operate the damn car. (stick) My 2 children and husband have the flu, although the youngest has gotten over the worst. the oldest wants to be waited on today so I gave her nyquil. She's been sleeping and leaving me alone for A LONG TIME.
        So, I asked my husband, in all my pain, when this romantic weekend we are supposed to have is going to happen. Lots of frickin excuses. he's not even available until March 8th (but he leaves for New York with my eldest at March 18th...) I'm so tired of being the last one on the list. I'm not leaving him alone on this one. I keep reminding him and not going to let it go. He was on the phone making plans to see his sister in Canada for 4 days at spring break (in april) he sees her 4 times a year. He sees his mom for a weekend every 6 weeks. He sees his brother who is going to Iraq again at least monthly. I can't take it. I need romance, I need to be with a man, I need human contact. He doesn't get it.

        We have agreed to counseling but he won't understand it. In his mind, he is trying (and he is and I do believe he loves me) but I can't be at the bottom of his list ...

        I need more pain meds and go back to sleep

        love ya
        I.C. DX'd following my "second hysterectomy" (the remaining ovary, that kept bursting and bleeding 2 years after my hyster/right oompherectomy, was removed in 2003. I was a special ed teacher. I am now very lost, and feeling rather hopeless in my life.

        Medications I CURRENTLY take:
        90 mgs Ms contin (45 mgs Am/PM)
        Percocet as needed
        Topomax 100mg day
        Ambien 10 mg bed
        desipramine 25 mgs




        If people are good only because they fear punishment, and hope for reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed.
        Albert Einstein

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        • #19
          Oh gosh I'm so sorry! For everything!

          Go to a hospital! What the heck is wrong with him not taking you to the E.R.?

          Grrrrrrrrrr.....
          http://www.TheCraftyEwe.etsy.com

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          • #20
            I don't think I could find the appropriate face to match my reaction. my husband shuttles everybody all day. Like i said, I am AT THE BOTTOM. and it will be the undoing of our marriage. My children's past SS beni's came through today each gets a very healthy chunk. (college should not be a problem) plus a monthly stipend until they are each June of senior year....SO...they have no idea the money is there, and I told him the money could be spent on utilities clothing...whatever for them. He's decided that he will let some things next year since he can relax on the kids money.

            sorry i cant barely touvh the keyboard, hand hyrts.
            I.C. DX'd following my "second hysterectomy" (the remaining ovary, that kept bursting and bleeding 2 years after my hyster/right oompherectomy, was removed in 2003. I was a special ed teacher. I am now very lost, and feeling rather hopeless in my life.

            Medications I CURRENTLY take:
            90 mgs Ms contin (45 mgs Am/PM)
            Percocet as needed
            Topomax 100mg day
            Ambien 10 mg bed
            desipramine 25 mgs




            If people are good only because they fear punishment, and hope for reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed.
            Albert Einstein

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            • #21
              Ugh..it's 2 am, i'm tired but can't sleep because my hand huRTs. I'm surfig kist wanted to see if anyone else was out therel
              I.C. DX'd following my "second hysterectomy" (the remaining ovary, that kept bursting and bleeding 2 years after my hyster/right oompherectomy, was removed in 2003. I was a special ed teacher. I am now very lost, and feeling rather hopeless in my life.

              Medications I CURRENTLY take:
              90 mgs Ms contin (45 mgs Am/PM)
              Percocet as needed
              Topomax 100mg day
              Ambien 10 mg bed
              desipramine 25 mgs




              If people are good only because they fear punishment, and hope for reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed.
              Albert Einstein

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              • #22
                You need to get that hand X-rayed! Get a cab if no one else is interested in taking you to the ER.

                Ah, oui, zees eez, 'ow you say, tres important!

                Please get it checked out. It's worrying me, if no on else!

                Affectueusement,
                Frenchie
                Je vous souhaite de la joie, de la bonne santée, et tout ce qu'il y a de bon dans la vie.
                Wishing you happiness and good health, and all the best out of life.

                Peace, Carolyn
                ___________________________________________________

                Laura (11), Susannah (12 1/2) and Maman (that's me!), North Wildwood NJ, September 2007


                On the Beach with IC

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                • #23
                  I wento ER this AM (my doc had no room) and I had torn tendons. yippee.
                  talk to you later.
                  I.C. DX'd following my "second hysterectomy" (the remaining ovary, that kept bursting and bleeding 2 years after my hyster/right oompherectomy, was removed in 2003. I was a special ed teacher. I am now very lost, and feeling rather hopeless in my life.

                  Medications I CURRENTLY take:
                  90 mgs Ms contin (45 mgs Am/PM)
                  Percocet as needed
                  Topomax 100mg day
                  Ambien 10 mg bed
                  desipramine 25 mgs




                  If people are good only because they fear punishment, and hope for reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed.
                  Albert Einstein

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                  • #24
                    Really glad you got it checked out! Now, I challenge you to follow whatever instructions you were given about taking it easy and letting it heal!
                    Je vous souhaite de la joie, de la bonne santée, et tout ce qu'il y a de bon dans la vie.
                    Wishing you happiness and good health, and all the best out of life.

                    Peace, Carolyn
                    ___________________________________________________

                    Laura (11), Susannah (12 1/2) and Maman (that's me!), North Wildwood NJ, September 2007


                    On the Beach with IC

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                    • #25
                      I know how frustrating it can all be... kids... husband... work... and on top of it all we feel so lousy and it seems not one person cares or understands... and I have felt like giving up before too... just wanted to run away and hide...
                      but please do remember that there is a group of ladies here that understand and care and most of all
                      there is God the one who cares the most and promises that if we cast our cares on Him ... He will carry them for us!
                      Prayerfully
                      GL
                      Faith is not believing God can; Faith is believing God will!

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