I see my Uro tomorrow and need to talk to him about doing the instills at home but still keep going there once a week. I know this sounds crazy
but I have two minds. Have had for a few years now. My normal mind and then the "mind" that is trying to make it so I can survive. It won't let me give up going there each week. Everything has to stay the same. i don't think about having the heparin done when I go (or here). I go to visit at the uro's. Plus the only way to survive for me is to forget everthing that has happened. I've been crying over this since last week and want to tell him but not sure if I should. He has always understood my crazy way of thinking in the past. I don't hear a voice it's like your "inner thoughts" mind. Sound


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