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    Deeply Depressed

    It has been are really hard couple of months...I am just so damn tired all the time...I am in major pain all the time, it really just sucks......I am not dealing well with it. I have an IC dr. but he has the bedside manner of an ass. I dont like going to see him...He wants me to have the interstim worked on, different settings and such even though I told him I wanted it removed. I have had the interstim in since 2007, the first one didnt work either, but instead of removing it he replaced it and swears it will be better, nope. I just want it removed completely it has not helped me at all and I want it removed. He also wants to me do the DMSO treatments but they are quite expensive and I am not interested in doing those. And because I have refused them he wont see me because I am refusing the standard of care and there is nothing he can do for me.
    There is not a pain clinic in the state that will take on an IC patient with Fibromyalgia. they say there is nothing they can do for me. So what the heck am I supposed to do. I have PCP that is willing to help me with pain meds but he is at the max he is comfortable giving me. I am really scared to ask for anything else that might help with the IC and the FM. It just feels like I am never going to feel pain free and that I am never going to give me a dang break.
    Last edited by ICNDonna; 02-14-2011, 01:38 AM.
    Started Vaginal Valium Suppositories April 2014
    Hysterectomy April 2003 (for abdominal pain),Diagnosed with IC August 2003
    Diagnosed with Pelvic Floor Disorder 2004,Had right ovary and fallopan tube removed 2005
    Diagnosed with diverticulosis 2006,Interstim December 2006,Home Instillations 2007-not effective
    Diagnosed with Fibromyalgia November 2007,Appendectomy February 2008,
    Interstim repair December 2008,Removal of the Interstim August 2011,
    6 Hydrodistentions from 2003-2009 Diagnosed with restless leg syndrome March 2014
    Diagnosed with Raynaud's Syndrome November 2013
    Ambien 5mg for sleep.
    Elivil 50 mg at bed
    Lisinopril 20mg in AM
    Effexor 225 mg
    Oxycodone 10 mgs 2 x a day for pain
    Baclofen 20mg 3x a day
    Phenazopyridine 200 mg as needed
    Omeprazole 20 mg at night
    Lyrica 450 mg daily
    Requip .50 mg at night
    Ketorolac 10 mg as needed for migraines
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    • #2
      I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling so depressed! This disease is so devastating in so many ways. I started out in 1995 with a Uro who refused to even test me for IC. He thought that the disease did not exist. My best suggestion for you at this time is to try to find a Dr. who you can feel better about. It took me a long time to find a Uro who I feel good about. He honors my input and that means so much to me. Also, try to reach out to someone to help you with your feelings. Maybe a Dr., therapist or close friend. I know that it is so hard to even make an effort to seek help when you are feeling so down. You made the right choice by trying to reach out to others here at this website. So maybe you can find someone close to home to share your feelings with. You are welcome to PM me if you want. I have been depressed at times by this IC and my circumstances. Please know that I am sendng you lots of warm wishes to help you find yourself in a better frame of mind and less pain soon! Mare

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        • #3
          Kris,

          I am so sorry to hear of your problems with the InterStim , I have had my since 1999, and have had a great success with this device ..
          I really think you should look for another doctor for a second opinion on your InterStim .
          Did you shut off the InterStim now ?

          I know IC sucks big time , just know there are others dealing with the same pain you are !
          You need to talk to someone please go to your family doctor and tell them even if this doctor will not see you , maybe they can get you another doctor to talk to and get you that needed meds for your pain ...

          I hope you post back and they are lots of support here for you !

          Take care Kris !

          Debbie
          Thinking positive has got me through to another day!!

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            • #4
              I'm really sorry you're finding yourself in such a difficult place. I have to agree with Mare and Debbie that it sounds like time to at least get an opinion from another doctor. Your primary care doctor should be able to help in that area.

              You might also want to give some thought to at least trying instillations --- some ICers find they really help. There are also many different treatment options out there that you should be able to try.

              I also suggest that you see a counselor to help you deal with your situation.

              Sending gentle hugs your way,
              Donna
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                • #5
                  I hope things get better for you real soon.

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                    • #6
                      DMSO tratment work well with me, I hope you find a treatment that will help you real soon.
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                        • #7
                          Sorry you are feeling so bad.. I have been getting Dmso treatment.. so far no problems..although it is hard for me to hold the med in for 20 mins.. I kept refusing it for 7 years because I was scared of it but finally decided to try it.. I think I should have done it years ago!.. I have had 2 done and 4 more to go..I was surprised that it was no where near as bad as I thought it would be..I am also trying the patch.. no side affects with that but not sure it is doing much..

                          Under a lot of stress right not here. too much snow and roof is leaking.. it has ruined stuff .. very frustrating. flat roof basically! grrrr..
                          God brought me to it, He will bring me through it!!!

                          Diagnosed 2003
                          by cysto/hydro
                          Elmiron took almost a year- made me sick, caused diarrhea
                          Pyridium -Made me sick
                          Detrol and Ditropan, Toviaz and Mrrbetriq- caused constipation and head ache.
                          Tried DMSO instill- had 5 out of 6
                          Started Oxytrol Patch-stopped using them after 3 months-- skin was getting irritated
                          Cysto/hydro April 6th 2011-- on expansion only hold one cup
                          IBS/ IC
                          High blood pressure meds and Crestor
                          Metformin (prediabetic)
                          Sinequan (depression)

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                            • #8
                              Hi Kirs,

                              I know Maine is a big state, but have you thought of going down to Boston to one of the specialists there? We have a lot of patients from that area. Maybe if you post in the Maine, NH, or Mass forums someone can give you a recommendation.

                              Sending you understanding hugs!
                              Julie Beyer, MA, RDN
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                                • #9
                                  I hope you find a new doctor soon. I really think it makes a big difference to have someone who is kind and willing to work with you.
                                  DX: IC, V, VV, PFD, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, PN (just chronic inflammation of the nerve, not an entrapment), Depression

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                                    • #10
                                      i can relate about the feeling tired/pain all of the time. it never seems to ease up for me.my suggestion to you would be find a new dr. even if you have to drive a bit it will be worth it.
                                      Newly IC diagnosed as of February 2011.

                                      Medications I'm on that seem to work:
                                      Zoloft- one once a day
                                      Butrans pain patch 5 mcg (THANK GOD FOR WHOEVER INVENTED THIS!SO MUCH PAIN RELIEF ITS UNREAL,I AM IN NO PAIN AT ALL UNLESS I STRESS OR SCREW UP ON THE DIET)

                                      Failed Meds:
                                      Elmiron-after 4 months,digestive side effects got to be too much
                                      tramadol-allergic
                                      DMSO treatments(5-6)
                                      probiotics

                                      THERAPIES:gardening,cooking,IC Diet,Counseling,Lots of warm baths,stress reduction,heating pad or ice packs,meditation/deep breathing,listening to relaxing music,having fun on pain free days,drinking chamomile or peppermint tea,pelvic floor physical therapy
                                      AROMATHERAPY-candles,incense
                                      Village Naturals Aches and Pains Peppermint Bath Salts
                                      Johnson and Johnsons Lavender Melt Away Stress Body Wash/Lotion

                                      ACUPUNCTURE/HERBS
                                      Significant pain relief so far.

                                      MAY TRY:yoga,swimming/hydrotherapy and anti-candida diet if i can kick my sugar addiction
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                                        • #11
                                          I have gone to Boston and seen Dr. Church. He told us that I do have it and that I was doing the reasonable things to help it. So he said that there wasnt much he would do different so he suggested staying with the dr. I already had.
                                          Started Vaginal Valium Suppositories April 2014
                                          Hysterectomy April 2003 (for abdominal pain),Diagnosed with IC August 2003
                                          Diagnosed with Pelvic Floor Disorder 2004,Had right ovary and fallopan tube removed 2005
                                          Diagnosed with diverticulosis 2006,Interstim December 2006,Home Instillations 2007-not effective
                                          Diagnosed with Fibromyalgia November 2007,Appendectomy February 2008,
                                          Interstim repair December 2008,Removal of the Interstim August 2011,
                                          6 Hydrodistentions from 2003-2009 Diagnosed with restless leg syndrome March 2014
                                          Diagnosed with Raynaud's Syndrome November 2013
                                          Ambien 5mg for sleep.
                                          Elivil 50 mg at bed
                                          Lisinopril 20mg in AM
                                          Effexor 225 mg
                                          Oxycodone 10 mgs 2 x a day for pain
                                          Baclofen 20mg 3x a day
                                          Phenazopyridine 200 mg as needed
                                          Omeprazole 20 mg at night
                                          Lyrica 450 mg daily
                                          Requip .50 mg at night
                                          Ketorolac 10 mg as needed for migraines

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                                            • #12
                                              Thanks

                                              Thanks for all the wonderful words from you all. I have really tried and seen all the IC Dr.s in the State and the one I saw in Boston wouldnt be my doctor because I was so far away, and he would do the same things the one in Maine was doing.
                                              So I guess I just feel stuck between a rock and a hard place. I dont know what to do. I am going to go see my therapist, because I need someone to talk too, someone suggested I talk to someone like a friend, my best friend past away in June unexpectedly, so I have no one to talk too. So I am going to call my therapist because I really need help.
                                              Thank you all again I really appreciate all the kind words.
                                              Kirs10
                                              Started Vaginal Valium Suppositories April 2014
                                              Hysterectomy April 2003 (for abdominal pain),Diagnosed with IC August 2003
                                              Diagnosed with Pelvic Floor Disorder 2004,Had right ovary and fallopan tube removed 2005
                                              Diagnosed with diverticulosis 2006,Interstim December 2006,Home Instillations 2007-not effective
                                              Diagnosed with Fibromyalgia November 2007,Appendectomy February 2008,
                                              Interstim repair December 2008,Removal of the Interstim August 2011,
                                              6 Hydrodistentions from 2003-2009 Diagnosed with restless leg syndrome March 2014
                                              Diagnosed with Raynaud's Syndrome November 2013
                                              Ambien 5mg for sleep.
                                              Elivil 50 mg at bed
                                              Lisinopril 20mg in AM
                                              Effexor 225 mg
                                              Oxycodone 10 mgs 2 x a day for pain
                                              Baclofen 20mg 3x a day
                                              Phenazopyridine 200 mg as needed
                                              Omeprazole 20 mg at night
                                              Lyrica 450 mg daily
                                              Requip .50 mg at night
                                              Ketorolac 10 mg as needed for migraines

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                                                • #13
                                                  :::hugs:::: Sometimes just having someone to listen, with a fresh perspective, is exactly what helps the most. Sending you healing wishes and I'm very proud of you for asking for help and calling your therapist!!! Good for you girl. More of us need to do that during the difficult times.
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