I got diagnosed in 09, didn't really sink in how much this was/is going to change my life. I've been getting really depressed... Every day is a constant battle. I'm in school to be a RN right now and I only have 1 more year left...and it seems like I did all this work for nothing if I can't practice. I'm scared to see how bad things will be when I'm 40 or even 50. I'm on 20 right now, and I've been suffering since I went through puberty. I hope I can come to terms with my disease but it is so hard. I keep asking why me? I'm scared that I wont be able to work anymore and I'll have to move back in with my parents

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