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    I am 19 and I feel the whole world is on my shoulders. Mom kidney is some damaged and she took it hard. But she can get a kidney from her brother if worse comes to worse.
    Dad has the baby today he said that I needed to rest so he took her to see mom and Joey for a couple minutes.
    I sleep until 11 this morning 11 hours I feel better then I did because I have sleep more then a couple hours sinse it all began.
    I love my family I wish we were all home I know everone is where they need to be right now but I need some normal in my life./
    I am going to a meeting today and then to a movie with a school friend.
    I see Joey and mom before I go.
    But I need to have some fun again.
    Dad is going to keep Angel until I get home.
    He is so good with her;
    I do not mean to sound cruel and like I do not love Joey and Mom I am just tired.
    I can't image my life with out them I will be strong for them. Mom has always been there for me. She feels guilty because she is sick and is not here to help me out with the baby.
    Her Mom is able with broke ribs. But she has cooked for Dad and me three nights so that has helped.
    I am so glad that I was raised with a supporting loving family who help each other.
    Our Preacher has been to see my Mom and husband every day that the doc would allow.
    He and his wife are my rock they keep me forcused on God. And lead me in prayers daily.
    Mom is limited to visits due to the risk of more infection All visitors have to wear gloves and gowns. She is not in ICU but it is for her safety . The doc worry about her .
    This is long enough thanks for caring.

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    {{{{{Val}}}}} Your love just poured out of that post. You are a wonderful person and I am so glad that you are doing something for yourself today. It's so important to take care of YOU while all of this is going on.

    Will continue to pray for your mom and family
    Courage does not always roar. Sometimes, it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow".


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      I am 17 and have interstitial cystitis in addition to fibromyalgia.

      Feel free to e-mail me if you need to talk.

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