I wish I would have stayed in bed today like Jake reccommended. He came in and asked for 20$ when I was still in bed. I said why. He said he needed a hair cut. I was said you get paid tomorrow, and he said it was driving him nuts. Normally, even though money is a huge issue right now, I would have said fine, but instead I have a painic attack due to pms, and say no and start fighting with him about other useless things he buys that puts us in the hole. Then I start worrying about making rent, paying the truck payment student loans etc. He yelled at me when he left and told me the next time I wake up misrable, just to stay in bed because he doesn't want his day ruined. He then slammed the door and peeled out of the driveway
Now that i'm at work I realized I haven't put water in the crock pot...opps. I have a follow up for my interstim today as well so i'm losing even more money. At least my boss isn't here today. I realize this may not seem like a big deal to anyone but me, but the financial stress has really done a number on me mentally-and physically. I'm starting the beginnings of a flare now from the stress, and my period is due today. I feel kind of bad complaing about this crap becuase my problems are so minimal complared to what many of others face on the boards everyday of their lives. Well, hopefully the day gets better.
Erika

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