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Don't know how much longer I can live like this
My husband seems to have turned into 2 people. One, the nice guy, the other, the verbal abuser. The old teri would have walked out along time ago. This one would have to crawl out and then what? How would I live on $640 a month with no insurance?
To be told that I do absoluately NOTHING everyday is the worse kind of abuse a person in chronic pain can live with. If I did nothing all day that man would not beable to find the kitchen sink. He would reek of b.o. because he's unable to go grocery shopping. There would never be any soap, tp, shampoo, food, NOTHING in the house. The counter tops would be impossible to find. The island in the kitchen would be gone forever. The stains in the toilet would make any human want to puke. I guess he thinks sticking to the hardwood floors is a saftey feature so you don't have to worry about slipping and falling. NONE of the bills would be paid on time. He would forget all of his dr's and dentist appts. And, I do absoluately nothing around here.
I swear, one of these days he's going to say that to me and I'm going to club him with something. Just one day, one lousey rotten stinkin' 24 hours I want that a.h. to live in my body. He thinks he's God almighty because he bring in the money and that's all that should be expected of him. He forgot about how broke we were when we first got married and how I paid off his back child support and got him out of his financial problems. He's real good at forgetting the positive. The negative, he NEVER lets go of.
Then, he makes up just like the man who physically abuses his spouse. He will buy me a card, or flowers or some other little gift. He will go a few days telling me to take it easy, he knows how hard I've been pushing myself and then BANG>>>>>>>>OUT COMES THE MONSTER AGAIN.
this life sucks
To be told that I do absoluately NOTHING everyday is the worse kind of abuse a person in chronic pain can live with. If I did nothing all day that man would not beable to find the kitchen sink. He would reek of b.o. because he's unable to go grocery shopping. There would never be any soap, tp, shampoo, food, NOTHING in the house. The counter tops would be impossible to find. The island in the kitchen would be gone forever. The stains in the toilet would make any human want to puke. I guess he thinks sticking to the hardwood floors is a saftey feature so you don't have to worry about slipping and falling. NONE of the bills would be paid on time. He would forget all of his dr's and dentist appts. And, I do absoluately nothing around here.
I swear, one of these days he's going to say that to me and I'm going to club him with something. Just one day, one lousey rotten stinkin' 24 hours I want that a.h. to live in my body. He thinks he's God almighty because he bring in the money and that's all that should be expected of him. He forgot about how broke we were when we first got married and how I paid off his back child support and got him out of his financial problems. He's real good at forgetting the positive. The negative, he NEVER lets go of.
Then, he makes up just like the man who physically abuses his spouse. He will buy me a card, or flowers or some other little gift. He will go a few days telling me to take it easy, he knows how hard I've been pushing myself and then BANG>>>>>>>>OUT COMES THE MONSTER AGAIN.
this life sucks
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