Good Morning all you strong warriors.
I'm new at this so please bear with me as I try to figure posting out so If I do this wrong..whoops..
I'll save the pain post for later as I want to discuss a comment on the emotional side of this illness.
I got a comment from a loved one the other day that was on the lines of stating that this illness consumes my life and that they hated that for me. At first I found that a bit hard to chew but reality is, how could it not?
I have to worry about everything I put into my mouth and if it is going to hurt me in some way or be free of all my restrictions. (i.e. IC and GF Diet.) It was also mentioned that it affects most of what I think about or even get excited about at times.
Sure, I may get real excited when it comes to finding a new recipe that resembles something that I once used to be able to eat vs. someone else being excited that their new sports team just won a game. For me this is a big deal. A win even! Something that taste delicious and that can go into the "book" of safe eats.
Sure, I spend a lot of time researching new recipes.
Sure, I spend most of my time hurting, exhausted and thinking of how not to disturb my bladder into needing to pee AGAIN but still managing to put on a smile.
Sure, I get lonely and think no one around understands and probably thinks I'm just whining or complaining and I wonder if I am getting on their nerves bringing up my pain again..
I know this is a bit all over the place, I guess my question is, how do you not let this consume your life? Do you think about your IC constantly/frequently?
P.S. Also Halloween is coming up! What is some of you guys favorite Halloween treats!
I'm new at this so please bear with me as I try to figure posting out so If I do this wrong..whoops..
I'll save the pain post for later as I want to discuss a comment on the emotional side of this illness.
I got a comment from a loved one the other day that was on the lines of stating that this illness consumes my life and that they hated that for me. At first I found that a bit hard to chew but reality is, how could it not?
I have to worry about everything I put into my mouth and if it is going to hurt me in some way or be free of all my restrictions. (i.e. IC and GF Diet.) It was also mentioned that it affects most of what I think about or even get excited about at times.
Sure, I may get real excited when it comes to finding a new recipe that resembles something that I once used to be able to eat vs. someone else being excited that their new sports team just won a game. For me this is a big deal. A win even! Something that taste delicious and that can go into the "book" of safe eats.
Sure, I spend a lot of time researching new recipes.
Sure, I spend most of my time hurting, exhausted and thinking of how not to disturb my bladder into needing to pee AGAIN but still managing to put on a smile.
Sure, I get lonely and think no one around understands and probably thinks I'm just whining or complaining and I wonder if I am getting on their nerves bringing up my pain again..
I know this is a bit all over the place, I guess my question is, how do you not let this consume your life? Do you think about your IC constantly/frequently?
P.S. Also Halloween is coming up! What is some of you guys favorite Halloween treats!

Comment