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Please pray for me
This week will be one of the hardest weeks I've ever had to deal with. Mentally and physically.
We're moving this weekend, part of my things to storage, part to hubby's house, and it is so incredibly exhausting to pack, sort, etc. I'm making slow progress, and the kids are helping a lot, but the physical act of moving scares me, and we wont have a lot of help either, one extra pair of hands from my neighbor, my kids, my 15 year old who is strong as an ox, my husband, and me.
Plus, I feel like I've failed my family in so many ways, the cause of the initial seperation from my husband, the failed relationship with the bf, my past, everything, and I'm losing my independence that I so desperately wanted when we seperated and I was a RN making about 45-46K a year.
I have so many emotions, happiness, fear, joy, etc, and nervousness from trying to find a house for us to move into by June.
If I ever needed the power of prayer, I need it now. I pray for the strength physically to get through this, I pray things will go smoothly with the storage room, I pray that things will 'click' the fist time I climb in bed that first night with my husband, I pray that my kids will, first and foremost, be happy, I pray about everything.
Please, if you can find it in your hearts to say a little extra in your prayers for my family and myself I would appreciate it, very much.
I dont often ask for prayer, though I do believe in God and believe the power of prayer is amazing.
We start moving Thursday, the truck comes Friday and Saturday, and Sunday will be spent cleaning this townhouse out so that the management here doesnt have a hissy fit that I left a spot dirty in the oven.
I also worry about my health and how I will hold out, physical strength, and pain wise, as well as IC wise.
Love to you all, and thank you. Sandy
We're moving this weekend, part of my things to storage, part to hubby's house, and it is so incredibly exhausting to pack, sort, etc. I'm making slow progress, and the kids are helping a lot, but the physical act of moving scares me, and we wont have a lot of help either, one extra pair of hands from my neighbor, my kids, my 15 year old who is strong as an ox, my husband, and me.
Plus, I feel like I've failed my family in so many ways, the cause of the initial seperation from my husband, the failed relationship with the bf, my past, everything, and I'm losing my independence that I so desperately wanted when we seperated and I was a RN making about 45-46K a year.
I have so many emotions, happiness, fear, joy, etc, and nervousness from trying to find a house for us to move into by June.
If I ever needed the power of prayer, I need it now. I pray for the strength physically to get through this, I pray things will go smoothly with the storage room, I pray that things will 'click' the fist time I climb in bed that first night with my husband, I pray that my kids will, first and foremost, be happy, I pray about everything.
Please, if you can find it in your hearts to say a little extra in your prayers for my family and myself I would appreciate it, very much.
I dont often ask for prayer, though I do believe in God and believe the power of prayer is amazing.
We start moving Thursday, the truck comes Friday and Saturday, and Sunday will be spent cleaning this townhouse out so that the management here doesnt have a hissy fit that I left a spot dirty in the oven.
I also worry about my health and how I will hold out, physical strength, and pain wise, as well as IC wise.
Love to you all, and thank you. Sandy
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