I just got out of the hospital with my 2nd bought of pancreatitis in less than 5 months and so far, everything I've read with the attacks being so close has NOT been good.
I am so afraid for my life. I don't know how I can possibly deal with the ICflares knocking me down for the count at any given moment, now I have to worry about the pancreatitis too. For years I've been breaking family plans because of IC issues and now this
The day before I was admitted thru the ER was actually a good day and I felt that I'd found an antibiotic that was going to work for me.....well, within hours I was in the ER. With pain so bad that I was getting 100 mg's of demmerol every 2 1/2 to 3 hours.....and, then, of course, because of the strees that was goin' on, I am also in a full blown flare.
I needed to stay in the hospital longer but what good would it have done? I've got to learn another new way to pick "normal" for me and staying stoned in the hospital isn't going to help.
I don't even feel like grabbing for the knot anymore banghead banghead banghead
I am so afraid for my life. I don't know how I can possibly deal with the ICflares knocking me down for the count at any given moment, now I have to worry about the pancreatitis too. For years I've been breaking family plans because of IC issues and now this

I needed to stay in the hospital longer but what good would it have done? I've got to learn another new way to pick "normal" for me and staying stoned in the hospital isn't going to help.
I don't even feel like grabbing for the knot anymore banghead banghead banghead
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