It's no big deal they said....people do it all the time they said....so after 3 months of pain I finally relented and went for my first instill today. The nurse cleaned me and put in lidocain...OK so far so good. Then she started inserting the catheter and I SCREAMED. She said just relax because when you tense up it makes it harder for me to push it in...I'm biting my hand and thought "OK I can do this...go to my happy place..." Then she pushed more and "OUCH PULL IT OUT PULL IT OUT!"
She said she can't make me do it so she quit and said she was sorry. I said no don't be sorry it's me I just can't do this. I read all you ladies do it all the time so it must be easier for you than a guy, smaller urethra and no prostate I guess. The good side of this is I've been much better the last 2 weeks so I'm not suffering now, I just was scared if it reoccurring and wanted to try an instill to make sure it's gone. Oh well I'll keep doing what's been working: Aloe Vera and Uribel...guess I'll have blue pee my whole life LOL.


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