Hello,
I am currently trapped in Spain having the worst IC flare of my life (2nd time ever, I thought it was gone after first experience April-Aug 2006). I haven't gone to work in a month and I just sit in my apartment and do nothing. I used to be a very successful person in life and I feel like I've hit rock bottom in every aspect of my life. I have nothing and no one here. I really need to go home and be in my own country, with my family and friends to support me. THe problem is I have no health insurance in the states and would have to pay for treatments myself (and I don't have much money). I have health insurance through my job here in Spain, and I can start getting Uracyst instillations next week (one a week for a month.) I truly am starting to fear for my mental health here though. My boyfriend here just broke up with me and I am unbelievably alone and without outlets to remember why life is worth living. All I want is to go home...if I could find out how much instillations are in the states without insurance maybe I could be motivated to hang on here for a few more weeks. thanks!
I am currently trapped in Spain having the worst IC flare of my life (2nd time ever, I thought it was gone after first experience April-Aug 2006). I haven't gone to work in a month and I just sit in my apartment and do nothing. I used to be a very successful person in life and I feel like I've hit rock bottom in every aspect of my life. I have nothing and no one here. I really need to go home and be in my own country, with my family and friends to support me. THe problem is I have no health insurance in the states and would have to pay for treatments myself (and I don't have much money). I have health insurance through my job here in Spain, and I can start getting Uracyst instillations next week (one a week for a month.) I truly am starting to fear for my mental health here though. My boyfriend here just broke up with me and I am unbelievably alone and without outlets to remember why life is worth living. All I want is to go home...if I could find out how much instillations are in the states without insurance maybe I could be motivated to hang on here for a few more weeks. thanks!
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