Well, I did give it a shot. I tried. I was put on 25mg every night. The first night I was energized, and woke up a few times to urinate. It wasn't terrible, but worse than I have been. The Atarax has been so helpful in getting me to sleep through the night or just up once to urinate. So, the Topamax countered that drug. I thought, maybe it was the first dose. The next day I had to urinate more. I was told and read that it can act as a diuretic, so no wonder my volume increased. I thought, maybe it's just the first day...
So, the next night... I took the next dose... I had to get up more times. The urge to go was much stronger and the next day the urge was exponentially worse. I wanted this to work so I wanted to give it another shot...
The next day was torture. I had to go so bad. I was miserible. I was getting nautious due to the urge (not pain) and the frequency was through the roof. I wasn't drinking a lot more or anything, but my bladder was putting out too much urine. It killed me. I thought... ok... one more dose...
That was the breaking point. That night the urge was so strong and I started to get pain from the urge to urinate. I couldn't take my Ultram and it was beyond what Ultram can do, so I took Lortab (hydrocodone) and I had an severe reaction to it. I was in agony from my collarbone to my pelvic bone front and back. I had trouble breathing. I started to shake, get cold, my teeth were chattering... I had the same reacting to codeine back in January when my IC was at the all time worst (when they didn't know what it was and I was unable to sleep for 3 months). I actually had to be taken to the ER because I was blacking out from the pain to codeine. Go figure. A pain med causing pain...
So... Topamax is just not worth it to me. I can't do it. I got worse each time I took it. I tried to blame it on my diet, but the last "questionable thing" was before the Topamax started or the first day I took it. I just got worse and worse on it.
It is a miracle drug for some of you... for me... not so much. Good luck to those on it or those considering it!
So, the next night... I took the next dose... I had to get up more times. The urge to go was much stronger and the next day the urge was exponentially worse. I wanted this to work so I wanted to give it another shot...
The next day was torture. I had to go so bad. I was miserible. I was getting nautious due to the urge (not pain) and the frequency was through the roof. I wasn't drinking a lot more or anything, but my bladder was putting out too much urine. It killed me. I thought... ok... one more dose...
That was the breaking point. That night the urge was so strong and I started to get pain from the urge to urinate. I couldn't take my Ultram and it was beyond what Ultram can do, so I took Lortab (hydrocodone) and I had an severe reaction to it. I was in agony from my collarbone to my pelvic bone front and back. I had trouble breathing. I started to shake, get cold, my teeth were chattering... I had the same reacting to codeine back in January when my IC was at the all time worst (when they didn't know what it was and I was unable to sleep for 3 months). I actually had to be taken to the ER because I was blacking out from the pain to codeine. Go figure. A pain med causing pain...
So... Topamax is just not worth it to me. I can't do it. I got worse each time I took it. I tried to blame it on my diet, but the last "questionable thing" was before the Topamax started or the first day I took it. I just got worse and worse on it.
It is a miracle drug for some of you... for me... not so much. Good luck to those on it or those considering it!
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