Surgery is set for wednesday at 9:30 am, and I am going to be a nut case untill then. I have to let my Uro who forgot these wires in me, remove them, and I dont know if I trust him anymore. He told me today, that he did not see them, and I dont understand how if he put them in there, he missed them on the removal. He is red faced and shaking today when I saw him and he looked at my exrays. He dodged every question I had, and didnt even want to talk about the wires at all, he just kept talking about how I need to flex my pf muscles. Ok, like I didnt know that. Hello, I have now been diagnosed for 3+ years. I just didnt feel comfortable at all with him today. I could tell he wasnt comfortable either.
He says that he thinks that he can get them out with no complications, but I dont know what to believe from him anymore. I am really really scared this time. I dont think I have ever been more scared in my life. These wires are causing me to have pains down my legs, and up my back, so what are they touching to do that. And what does he have to cut into to get them out now. They have been in there attached to nothing. I am just going to stay busy until then, and they better drug me real well as soon as I walk in the door. Wish me luck, I am going to need it. I am so grateful for the support I have here, dont know what I would do without all of you.
He says that he thinks that he can get them out with no complications, but I dont know what to believe from him anymore. I am really really scared this time. I dont think I have ever been more scared in my life. These wires are causing me to have pains down my legs, and up my back, so what are they touching to do that. And what does he have to cut into to get them out now. They have been in there attached to nothing. I am just going to stay busy until then, and they better drug me real well as soon as I walk in the door. Wish me luck, I am going to need it. I am so grateful for the support I have here, dont know what I would do without all of you.
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