I am getting ready to go to the hospital. I'm going to have an xray so that we can see where the broken electrode is floating inside my body. Then I meet with my Uro to discuss whether or not I have to have another surgery to have electrode removed.
I'm scared to death that I'm going to have to have another surgery. I'm scared of all the nasty side effects (again), naseau, rashes, etc. Mostly I'm scared of him digging around to get it out and causing nerve damage. I have enough problems already. I can't imagine risking nerve damage.
Everything has gone so wrong with all these surgeries, I feel I'm destined to have more problems. It seems to be Murphy's law with me. Please, please let this electrode stay in and cause no more problems.
I need your good thoughts and prayers this afternoon. I'm hoping and praying that I won't have to have another surgery. I need a vacation from all this. I don't think I can handle any more complications.
I want to spend the next few months enjoying my engagement and preparing for the wedding and our new marriage.
My IC flaring is huge (burning, pain, spasms, freq, urge, etc). I'm having alot of difficulty sleeping. I have trouble falling asleep and I'm not sleeping well at all. I'm so tired and stressed out. Please let something go right for a change.
-Melanie
I'm scared to death that I'm going to have to have another surgery. I'm scared of all the nasty side effects (again), naseau, rashes, etc. Mostly I'm scared of him digging around to get it out and causing nerve damage. I have enough problems already. I can't imagine risking nerve damage.
Everything has gone so wrong with all these surgeries, I feel I'm destined to have more problems. It seems to be Murphy's law with me. Please, please let this electrode stay in and cause no more problems.
I need your good thoughts and prayers this afternoon. I'm hoping and praying that I won't have to have another surgery. I need a vacation from all this. I don't think I can handle any more complications.
I want to spend the next few months enjoying my engagement and preparing for the wedding and our new marriage.
My IC flaring is huge (burning, pain, spasms, freq, urge, etc). I'm having alot of difficulty sleeping. I have trouble falling asleep and I'm not sleeping well at all. I'm so tired and stressed out. Please let something go right for a change.
-Melanie
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