Hi Ladies
I am sorry to be bothering you again!!
I need your advise though and I'm getting myself abit upset with the worry!!!
Well here goes. I went to see my gyno today who is a gum doctor and he announced that in three months time he was taking me off amytriptaline! !!!
Now I think its safe to say that I rely on this drug in order to fuction and have a relatively normal life. Before amytriptaline my life was a frightening place to be with contant terryfying knife like pain, all day everyday through my vulva/clitoris! !!
Now I know if he takes me off this I will have to quit my job within a week and will become a crumpled, crying heap on the floor like I did before!
Now what I would like to know from you ladies is it normal that I should be taken of amytriptaline? I am on 20mg and have being for a year and have had no side effects at all!
I asked him why and he mutted something about damaging your liver? Is this true? bearing in mind he speaks about three words of english so he might not have said that.
Not as you can imagine I left the hospital in tears and as you might of guessed I hate doctors even more now and even more anxious. I could of kicked his ****ing teeth in today...sorry for the language but I need to have a rant!!
Also I spoke to my antie's friend today who has severe siatica pain and she has been on 25mg of amytriptaline for 31 years and has been told my her neuorolgist she can be on it for life?
Now I desperately need to do something to ensure I can get this drug. I would give up 100 quid a month just to know I can have the drugs.
Now dont get me wrong I am not addicted in the slightest but I just fear mylife with out them. i have being there before and I was depressed suicidal and house bound due to the pain and Im terrified I cant cope with it all again. I only just managed to get through it last time without going in sane.
My family are scared too because they had to practically dress me as my bladder/vuvla pain was that bad I screamed all night and all day. Driving was impossible let alone going to work.
do you suggest I try to get a new doctor??? Beg??? Buy them from somewhere??
I'm desperate and any advise would be so much appreciated.
thanks so much for listening to me again girls, I do appreciate and love you all
x
I am sorry to be bothering you again!!
I need your advise though and I'm getting myself abit upset with the worry!!!
Well here goes. I went to see my gyno today who is a gum doctor and he announced that in three months time he was taking me off amytriptaline! !!!
Now I think its safe to say that I rely on this drug in order to fuction and have a relatively normal life. Before amytriptaline my life was a frightening place to be with contant terryfying knife like pain, all day everyday through my vulva/clitoris! !!
Now I know if he takes me off this I will have to quit my job within a week and will become a crumpled, crying heap on the floor like I did before!
Now what I would like to know from you ladies is it normal that I should be taken of amytriptaline? I am on 20mg and have being for a year and have had no side effects at all!
I asked him why and he mutted something about damaging your liver? Is this true? bearing in mind he speaks about three words of english so he might not have said that.
Not as you can imagine I left the hospital in tears and as you might of guessed I hate doctors even more now and even more anxious. I could of kicked his ****ing teeth in today...sorry for the language but I need to have a rant!!
Also I spoke to my antie's friend today who has severe siatica pain and she has been on 25mg of amytriptaline for 31 years and has been told my her neuorolgist she can be on it for life?
Now I desperately need to do something to ensure I can get this drug. I would give up 100 quid a month just to know I can have the drugs.
Now dont get me wrong I am not addicted in the slightest but I just fear mylife with out them. i have being there before and I was depressed suicidal and house bound due to the pain and Im terrified I cant cope with it all again. I only just managed to get through it last time without going in sane.
My family are scared too because they had to practically dress me as my bladder/vuvla pain was that bad I screamed all night and all day. Driving was impossible let alone going to work.
do you suggest I try to get a new doctor??? Beg??? Buy them from somewhere??
I'm desperate and any advise would be so much appreciated.
thanks so much for listening to me again girls, I do appreciate and love you all
x
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