On Jan 1, I will have been on Elmiron for 5 months. I'm not certain it's working at all and here is why:
Up until Dec. 9, I wasn't noticing any improvement. I had a few okay days but not many. I was really in a bad place. In order to get through work and finals at school, I got a Rx for vicodin.
After two doses, the most amazing thing happened. For more than two whole weeks, I had a blissful, nearly symptom-free experience. My husband and I even took a short trip to celebrate. It was heaven! I finally remembered who I was. Life seemed more beautiful than ever.
Now, however, the sensation is back. I'm voiding every hour and trudging through my day with this heavy, temperamental feeling in my bladder. The discomfort changes me from a happy, cheerful person into this crying, fearful and preoccupied person. I know don't have to describe it to folks here.
I saw Dr. Parsons during this time and told him about the miraculous effect of the vicodin. He said he still believed it's the Elmiron that's working. Evidently, my taking the viocodin coincided with Elmiron doing it's thing. I stressed that I didn't feel any improvement prior to taking the pain med. Still, he was confident that the Elmiron was working and urged me to stay on it.
If the Elmiron is really working, why would I slip back into nightmare land again? It seems that many people still have flares on the Elmiron. If it's truly coating the bladder, how can this be? The ups and downs of IC really play with the mind, don't they?
Today, I'm considering whether to take another vicodin pill-- the third one I've taken in my lifetime. This has me unbelievably depressed.
I'm posting this because this site has been such a release for me to vent. Also, I learn more from others here than from any other source. I feel like I don't have much to offer others on this site b/c I don't have any successful tips, treatments or words of wisdom to pass along. I regret that. I really do!
Up until Dec. 9, I wasn't noticing any improvement. I had a few okay days but not many. I was really in a bad place. In order to get through work and finals at school, I got a Rx for vicodin.
After two doses, the most amazing thing happened. For more than two whole weeks, I had a blissful, nearly symptom-free experience. My husband and I even took a short trip to celebrate. It was heaven! I finally remembered who I was. Life seemed more beautiful than ever.
Now, however, the sensation is back. I'm voiding every hour and trudging through my day with this heavy, temperamental feeling in my bladder. The discomfort changes me from a happy, cheerful person into this crying, fearful and preoccupied person. I know don't have to describe it to folks here.
I saw Dr. Parsons during this time and told him about the miraculous effect of the vicodin. He said he still believed it's the Elmiron that's working. Evidently, my taking the viocodin coincided with Elmiron doing it's thing. I stressed that I didn't feel any improvement prior to taking the pain med. Still, he was confident that the Elmiron was working and urged me to stay on it.
If the Elmiron is really working, why would I slip back into nightmare land again? It seems that many people still have flares on the Elmiron. If it's truly coating the bladder, how can this be? The ups and downs of IC really play with the mind, don't they?
Today, I'm considering whether to take another vicodin pill-- the third one I've taken in my lifetime. This has me unbelievably depressed.
I'm posting this because this site has been such a release for me to vent. Also, I learn more from others here than from any other source. I feel like I don't have much to offer others on this site b/c I don't have any successful tips, treatments or words of wisdom to pass along. I regret that. I really do!
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