Ok so I tried Lyrica, not helping. PTNS, not helping. My pain doctor wants me to try Effexor and I will, but I doubt it will help. It's like I try new things and it works for a bit then stops.
No diet helps me, no meds help me, nothing! I'm seeing my specialist next Wed. I literally emailed him two days ago saying I couldn't live like this anymore. My pain doctor started talking about nerve ablation, and I'm all for it. I feel so weak that I surrender to the doctors. I'm ready for removal, but I know I must go through the hydro, interstim, and whatever junk they want to give me before.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so desperate and angry at doctors I become so paralyzed with anxiety and I just cry literally for hours. This is not ok, it's 2016 and I shouldn't have to sleep on the bathroom floor crying for 2 years.
I'm so done, I'm done. I just needed to vent.
No diet helps me, no meds help me, nothing! I'm seeing my specialist next Wed. I literally emailed him two days ago saying I couldn't live like this anymore. My pain doctor started talking about nerve ablation, and I'm all for it. I feel so weak that I surrender to the doctors. I'm ready for removal, but I know I must go through the hydro, interstim, and whatever junk they want to give me before.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so desperate and angry at doctors I become so paralyzed with anxiety and I just cry literally for hours. This is not ok, it's 2016 and I shouldn't have to sleep on the bathroom floor crying for 2 years.
I'm so done, I'm done. I just needed to vent.
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